roy davis jr - gabrielle

aye yo sista

this is an open letter to all those ladies that i watch from afar versus saying what it is i truly felt. Whether it was a lustful thought, A brotherly joyful moment, or if it was observation of the lack of pride you had in yourself courtesy of someone that looks like me and those who program us. I apologize. For hiding and trying to encourage you to make it through another day at that 9 to 5 you despise. I humbly accept the venom that you had on those warm wistful nights you sat on a couch with a book some mango and blood orange sorbet and a book and incense alone without a nimble mind to challenge the frustration you had with the world and engage you in an intense session of sharpen darts of enlighten diatrbibe before a couple of soul quenching verbal and intellectual mind sex.


In other words i'm sorry for relapsing in the willie lynch behavior and becoming less than a man in those moments when you needed that shoulder to that the swing from the huge semi crushing of the vortex of something loss. As that man of mixed ancestry i apologize and promise to do more to stand up.

sempre'

slow motion kind of blue

so here we are into my 33rd year and i'm still struggling to make it. the hustler ambition hasn't flown the coop.But maybe the best way for me to achieve is to put my muscle behind someone coming behind me.Damn slow motion.Life is starting to feel like a south london day with a neo soul soundtrack orchestrated by sade.

new day

so today (yeah don't remind me it's been a long time) But so far this has been come changes (personally and worldwide).So even with all that makes this world revolve, what has truly changed? Have we agreed to finally grow up and stop living with eyes wide shut.Dreams only give you a third of life, Reality mixed with agression can make all of it transpire and come to fruition.

sempre'

People i'm going to make this short please watch an omar broadway film . compelling true this was taped secretly by an inmate in northern state correctional in newark new jersey for 6 months in 2004. the tapes were smuggled out . h.b.o purchased it but has done little advertising . it airs july 14 at 8 pm. please go to the facebook page, google him in department of corrections.read the stories written on him see the trailers follow the link on the page see believe change could be one of yours in there soon

The Doors of the church is now open

Good earrrrrly morning my brothers and sisters. I sit here at 1:43 a.m eastern time listening to stevie & wondering.....welll analyzing. I was conversing with someone I hold dear more than my own heart in my rib cage.I've been there for them for almost a decade.Well they told me they had started putting the pieces together and realized that we could make it. So at first I was overjoyed.But then I started to wonder, who or whom where you so solidified for when you put me to the side.So i ask if god knows us intermittingly,Where was he in this person mind and soul when a great deal of sacrifice was given to care for their contaminated heart and soul.But anyway as the man says I love the smell of napalm in the morning.

tunnel vision

Funny been gone for a while , But it feels like when a boxer laces back up his gloves or Griffey swings his bat.It's automatic.Anyway I have alot on my mind. Lately it seems that the world has been crumbling around us.People everyday say this is the end ......Are you sure ? You say this every 6 years. Yes for those of the faint of heart and those who turn off their t.v as soon as the news comes on let e bring you up to speed..........Life has been happening.These catastrophies have happened for centuries and until we as people acknowledge we're killing our world and us at the same time, like a dvd or cd on repeat it will happen again in a different town different names and someone will uploaded to the net.Funny, Hollweird was making movies about this life in the 80's and 90's with the truman show pi and many more. So ha it become that we as the creators now follow what we create?For all those who forget that humanity has a blam for what conflicts you and continues to only to lives and submerge oneself into the pain, Ask yourself , When did you become a one dimensional cartoon rendering. We have to adjust ourselves and continue to move towards vanquishing these generational class and society ills.Or else cartoon will become reality.