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what good my peoples.

Anyway had to pause and handle a few stiuations. but back to my thoughts. you know you're life and mind can be just like the city of wind tough but have a tender core. the co can either slap you to wake up or make you pause and think how you wish you could freeze this momentum to push you into the spotlight. What i'm saying is america stays on the world stage and after everyone having a tear in their eye. It went straight back to divide and conquer. We've had an upswing in violence and chaos. But why? If we sat through 8yrs. of bush which is the sequel to reganomics.You smiled through a president bleeding your savings dry to benefit his already wealthy friends and cohorts. You lapped up every beaurotic piece of venom he spewed and allowed to take your seeds for mass destruction in the most blatant show of a voluntary draft i have ever seen or read about in recent history. Sadly i do not see the spirit of abbie hoffman reincarnated. Were are the Bobby Seale's, H.Rap Brown's, Huey Newton's. Hell were are the weathermen. Thisi something that generation would have sinked their teeth into. I see an extention of what Nixon started and now for the first time in history on a public stage , what has been done for years is now being done again. A minority having to clean up after others. Now to his credit he is a credit to whites and blacks . One race can not claim the president all for self due to the fact he is biracial. So why the continuous attacks. Bush toyed with america with his childhood friend for the benefit of his puppet master the vice president. It's going on a decade and we still have not found wmd or the supposed mastermind of the whole devised plan. Now we have homegrown terroism sprouting. But this has been here for years. African american and latino kids have suffered terrorism for decades and still do. You just have put the idea into suburban youth to do this towards the establishment and all surrounding . america please wake up. Do not put your full trust in your elected officials. Get involved.
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talking book

this life. man this life has you questioning so much.like why the more you try to achieve increases the chance of negativity. i cherish the touch of death than dying. the reason is because death is easy all pain cease , you don't struggle .But with life, you have the obstacle of keep oneself healthy while continuing to move forward through emotional and physical pain. With that being said for the past 6 mos. to a year , i have endured most that would make others stop and still fighting. I'm praying that on oct. 21 that one portion of this journey is complete and i can move on to accomplish higher heights. To those out there i say live life challenging all.Don't ever become routine and trite. Beacuse when you do , you'll develop bitterness anger and pain. Reach for the door today thart will lead to success, excitement and happiness. Do not settle. If marriage is going to stifle your creative aspect then hold off. Show your partner the world that lives in your minds eye awaken their third eye.The warmth that exudes on the coldest day is the insight into ones soul. Remember that cherish that . Life is too short to get caught up in being average.Push until you have pushed yourself to the other side of the sun. Obama and other exaples have been created to give you the drive to dream. Yes, people say conspiratory things in respect to all that you want butremember most who do have had their dream either doused or either have peverted and twisted their dream to a nightmarish reality.
I'm Shan aka cipha78 saying sempre

s.f.w

have you ever had a time in your life where you just stop mid stride or stroke or conversation or anything and thought what am i doing all this for. I don't mean one of those brief moments i mean a long hard pause. Like you're sitting in the office and think why am i here. or been making love fucking whatever you want to call and look down at the person and realized i don't even like this person anymore or never have(depending on who the person is) . Or paid a bill but seen someone shopping and thought why do i need this utility. Or my favorite broke your neck for someone and remembered how they treated you in the past and said are you serious. Then you had a s.f.w moment. This is a moment where you have uttered some profound words. So Fucking What. This is when you said to hell with this look at all i've through. or fuck it it was free.
My friend welcome to the rat race of adult life . The part of you that still wants to be a 20 yr old so has the authority in you to choose your destiny. to guide your hand. The part that wants to kick the boss in the balls and tell him what is really going on. Or the part that wants to scream at your ex about what you have felt since they did whatever to stop the hapiness you had with them so fo today go ahead yell it . turn on your favorite song from your teens and say SO FUCKING WHAT